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torn away dreams i never want to dream again. sure, it's comforting for a while because, they're my dreams. in my dreams i can fly. in my dreams i'm a sucessful therapist. in my dreams i smoke tobacco and marijuana with no consequences. in my dreams not everyone likes me, but they keep it to their goddamn selves.torn away dreams
but more importantly, in my dreams i'm with you. you smile at me, you squeeze my hand, you kiss my cheek, you keep a protective hand on my hip. sometimes we make love, sometimes we go to your house and play rock band together. in my dreams we have an amazing relationship, in my dreams you defend me, i


promises torn apart i'm a pretty boring girl. not only boring, but very stupid. i'm horrible at math, i'm not organized, etc etc. i'm only good at reading and writing, and even then i'm not amazing in those subjects either. i'm not amazing with anything. i've had a couple people tell me that i'm amazing, that i really am worth something. mostly best friends, family, and a certain ex boyfriend. i don't like talking about him because everyone always thinks i'm just trying to throw a pity party. but he honestly broke me. not just my heart, not my heart-shaped glasses (i like marilyn manson) but he broke me. but like i said, i don't like talking about hipromises torn apart


self hatredstop haunting my dreams. i refuse to go to sleep tonight because i know i'll dream of you again and i'll wake up heart broken because for a split second i'll think that you're mine, i'll think that i was right about you having a warm beating heart inside.self hatred
then reality will fucking slap me in the face. reality, logic, reasoning. i'll realize that no, i didn't taste your lips. i didn't listen to your heartbeat. you didn't hold my hand, you didn't smile at me. i'll come to school and see you walk past me as if i don't even exist. now i know how you feel about the season of fall.
you said i wouldn't lose my friendship w
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These are the rules.love is not 'i need', 'i want', 'i miss'.These are the rules.
love is not 'we need to have sex'.
love is not fucking and exchanging 'i love you's after words.
love is not 'we are exactly the same,'.
love is does not happen at first sight.
love is not 'i need to look good for him to love me'.
love is not 'he cheated on me but he will change'.
love is not 'happily ever after'.
love is not 'he's hot'.
love is not 'we never fight,'
love is not 'we fight all the time,'
love is not 'he makes me feel good,'
love is
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Fuck everything.
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Fuck everything.
Just chilling, nothing too much lolol
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<3
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Fuck everything.
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Apples are tasty
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